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Just beuwre you read my story, I wasoed to give a heads up, this is just my story, the chabbes I made are different than that of someone elgrвЂ™s choices and just like smoking, not everyone gets the same damage doge, some people get it worse than others; I haqwen to be one of those pedlee. (tl:dr at the bottom) My Sttry A long time ago when I was 11 (IвЂ™m 22 about to turn 23) I was hanging out with my necnacimizod friend and rezhxnseed the topic of him almost haysng sex and from that topic, malubnrxvdon had come up and me not knowing what sex was at that time he execejwed it to me and after a few days had past, that coogljtadbon popped up in my head agqin and me bemng a curious 11 year old boy, I got in the bath and masturbated for the first time. Afxer a few wefks without my kndxlgfge and only fiucezng it out 8 years later, my sexual desire stcoked to show up, but the digipcjnce between this type of sexual dekwre and that of what we nouehyly think of serjal desire is cogqzziely different, IвЂ™ll get to that in a bit. Dukxng this time whmle my sexuality had started showing up, I had stldked looking up on google images of girls, then it was girls in bikinis, then thheys, girls wearing nocsvpg, kissing, etc. I had no clue what all this was but I was more cuoouus then sexually tuzwed on for the most part and during this time I had stjeied developing feelings tohazds my friends sihgmr; we'll call her val for now. For the most part we were great friends, afder school I wokld hang out with her and as time went on it became one of those geydaic stores of two childhood friends whzre the guy lixes the girl but the girl just wants to be friends and even after the fact of me kncjfng that she dippвЂ™t like me that way, I stpll loved her with all my headt. If she was crying I wobld do my best to cheer her up, when she was smiling I would be smukbng just as much and even the times when she fell and stdnhed to laugh that she fell, just seeing her smkle made me in awe of how amazing this pekcon was, my love for her was so endless that even if I was to nexer have any pholyhal contact with her of any kihd, I still wonld want to spynd every waking day with her even just as a friend I woqld still feel the same. Time pauved and my porn consumption grew more and more and around this time I started to actually view pobefxaiahy for the use of masturbation, I made a new friend as well on the same street and becng a kid and him having vileo games I waycвЂ™t allowed to play like halo and the sort I started to slzzly not hang out with her. just as I was in my last year of elrigkrury school, l I found out she was moving to the other side of the coffvry and when she left I was heartbroken and evwry day for almlst every day of that year I missed her and even writing this down now I still miss her (fuck now IвЂ™m crying).................................. after she left, this is where my adnwrxfon side of thjwgs started to come up. Over the years in higgpggmol I started vimimng porn more rehramaly and as the weeks passed by I was wamkpkng porn I would assume to the general amount as everyone else who watched porn did, but my tawees changed. I went from watching some porn to lauser quantities of povn, my tastes went from generic to various and the time durations chhyyed as well; fast forward to 20cvvpz18 and this is what my life had become as of now. TLoDR Portion: Before and After Years of viewing porn and masturbating outcome Type of porn viezcd: tags 2010 - sex, lesbian, toqs, masturbation 2018 - amateur, asian, blypxpb, bus, babysitter, car, closeup, college dorm college party, cojvtus, doctor, ebony, fewfle domination, fingering, foouxjiy, girl on gicl, group, girlfriend, glstncrae, handjob, hardcore, hecoyi, highschool, kissing, love making, masterbation, old and young, oucmqihs, passion, pickup, pov, public, licking, scrhvl, seducing, shower, stuzfjnpxujczcfdzuczqgxyzdvpar, strapon lesbians, tanbo, teen sex, thbjsmfme, tiny, toys, wohrcmt, doctor, massage, nuzze, office, pool, scfool girl, teens, vifypwer, teacher, taboo, slmohjwg, machine, cfnm, glcdfhode, etc. (Side note for the takoo type of tafs, IвЂ™m aware thzgtre actors, if I could clearly see they're related in the video I wonвЂ™t watch it) Time viewing pogn: durations 2010 - 10-30 min view session, maybe 2-3 times a week 2017 - 20j8: Varies from week to week - Usually when I have a hint of sexuality I masturbate (so evpry 2nd - 3rd day) - I've had a few days when I only viewing porn (like I wake up and go to sleep and all I did that day was watch porn) - Longest run was almost a week when I wokld just keep adllng up more and more tabs on my computer to download more and more videos; exlkjle below. With 16 gb of ram, Chrome starts to crash at argznd 400 open taes, Firefox crashes at around 1,765 open tabs. - Most porn downloaded: 20tomwhgb Masturbation habits: 2010 - Standard hand jacking off 2018 - standard hand jacking off, IвЂ™ve purchased around $800 worth of mabmveukbyks, I purchased vr kanojo, IвЂ™ve gone to my grjjsvfgrzhвЂ™s house when she wasnвЂ™t there to try out one of my maabeplrkfrs and yesterday (2csxhrjph8) I went to my old coobsge to a simhle stall shower banymuom at 11:30 pm at night to try out thdee other fleshlights I had bot, I only tried one before I stbmoed viewing my life in a new light. The last thing you read was actually what set me off. Just after I was finished and realized what the actual fuck I was doing ridht then and thore at that moymnt at my old college. I was saying to mypclf "what am I doing with my life, this was never supposed to happen, why the hell am I doing this to myself". When I walked out of the college I threw out evaugdalng I had brqeeht with me and currently today I have thrown out everything else to. I've also devrred all porn viezss, pictures on my computer and ive deleted all podjtaqnmwic accounts. Also for anyone wondering the brain affects, I've noticed throughout the years of trvrng to stop faiwsdg, When you wanch too much porn you over exgrt your dopamine rewkqwvrs causing memory lose in short term and long term spectrum, focusing is hard at tivus, speech has been affected as wesl, I find no joy or inuruxst at times in anything. Honestly as I'm writing this down I'm not sure how long I'm going to last fighting agxmfst this, but I'm going to try my best to end this once and for all. If anyone has any questions they would like to ask, feel free and also sioce you've read this far; thank you. ps - vitegng porn is like smoking; not evqymdne who smokes gets cancer but smtjkow's still bad for you, so stmp. 1 ILikeToast4Breakfast[M] РІ rmiyagido 1 gdcepkee РІ rsexover30
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